~| TONY iN a JOYCEfully wOrLd |~

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2007-10-26T22:26:00.000+08:00

I WONT UPDATE THIS BLOG ANYMORE!! COZ I ALREADY GOT NEW ONE LIAO.. =D

2007-10-02T00:13:00.000+08:00

Went to Thomson Medical for my check up today.. my gynae says my baby is normal.. her current weight is 1.7 kg! ha!!

And she says her wt will be around 2.8 kg when she's being born!

After check up went to sim lim square to send my com for repair. Heng nothing spoil oh arbo need to spend money again haha!! That technician told me that the graphic card is too dusty.. =p

And now my computer is back to normal.. woot!!

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2007-09-29T18:32:00.000+08:00

*yawnz* its 6.30pm now and i have juz wake up only lolx!!! Yesterday whole day can't sleep omg!! staring at the wall, playing my psp, going to toilet 5-6 times omg!! baby keep kicking me!!

Only able to sleep this morning 11 am and i juz wake up only haha!!!!

Going to have my dinner now as i whole day din eat! =p

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2007-09-16T01:34:00.000+08:00

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2007-08-25T21:58:00.000+08:00

Hahahah!! i'm back!! Spending some time smsing with iris - my bitching partner lolx!!! We will be going to club after we gave birth wahahahah!!! Not immediately after gave birth go clubbing la lolx!! At least like ermmm rest for 2-3 months first!! Really can't wait to go clubbing again!! miss clubbing like fcuk lolx!!!!

Can feel my baby's kicking already haha actually in fact already can feel her kicking last month.. Just that i lazy to update my blog la lolx!! So excited of looking at my tummy's moving haha!! Very active baby ha!!!

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2007-08-10T20:31:00.000+08:00

August 9 2007, Thursday, Joyce ask Tony: do you LIKE me?? (ya i purposely ask him like me or not instead of LOVE =p)

Tony's reply: I don't like you lah but i love you la

*hahahahahah!!!!!!*

After playing MJ wif his frens yesterday then went back to his house.. while walking home, he told me that every morning he wake up feeling so tired n sleepy.. feeling lazy to go to work.. but the reason that he wans to work hard is coz of ME & OUR BABY!! =P

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2007-07-31T23:11:00.000+08:00

These 2 soft toys is hubby weiqiang buy give me one.. haha!! very cute rite?? =p

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2007-07-30T14:13:00.000+08:00

God Bless You Today

May God bless you life today,
With so many beautiful things:
Sunshine, love and laughter;
The joy that friends can bring.

With happy thoughts and smiles
And nothing to bring you tears;
I pray for no-one to hurt you
Or cause you to have any fears.

For when the day has ended
And long shadows softly creep;
I pray that God bless you
With a night of peaceful sleep.

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2007-07-26T23:48:00.000+08:00

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2007-07-23T16:09:00.000+08:00

My favourite song.. which they had played this song for my first march in for my wedding dinner on 20/05/2007.. (the second march in de song, i forgot what they played already.. =x maybe same song as the first march in one or maybe they change to another song.. Can't really rem la as i was too kan chiong liao whahahahah!!!

I finally found someone
That knocks me off my feet
I finally found the one
That makes me feel complete
It started over coffee
We strated out as friends
It's funny how from simple things
The best things begin

This time is different
And it's all because of you
It's better than it's ever been
'Cause we can talk it though
My favouite line was
"Can I call you sometime"
It's all you had to say
To take my breath away

This is it, oh I finally found someone
Someone to share my life
I finally found the one
To be with every night
'Cause whatever I do
It's just got to be you
My life has just begun
I finally found someone

Did I keep you waiting? I didn't mind
I apologise, baby that's fine
I would wait forever just to know you were mine

You know I love your hair
Are you sure it looks right?
I love what you wear
Isn't it too tight?
You're exceptional
I can't wait for the rest of my life

This is it, oh I finally found someone
Someone to share my life
I finally found the one
To be with every night
'Cause whatever I do
It's just got to be you
My life has just begun
I finally found someone
And whatever I do
It's just got to be you
My life has just begun
I finally found someone

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2007-07-10T23:30:00.000+08:00

Went for a detailed scan at Thomson Medical on monday 09/07/07.. The doctor confirm that my baby is a girl!! yay!!! Last month went for a scan at a clinic in tampines but doc say it was a baby boy.. aiyoyo cannot see clearly then anyhow say is boy.. Hai dao wo de husband happy for nothing lolx!!

So happy that my gynae from thomson says that my baby is growing very well and healthy.. And the doc says since i'm very skinny and so is my husband then she thot that my baby will also be skinny too.. but she said that my baby's weight is above average and my baby is chubby!! =D

Thx lord for blessing me with a healthy baby!!!~

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2007-07-06T17:47:00.000+08:00

How To Be A Better Couple
10 steps to enjoying each other better...

1. Be realistic about each other.
Don't try to turn ur partner into something he or she is not. Let's
face it, guys-there's only 1 Pamela Anderson in the world, and even
she has had her implants removed! Give ur gal a break and understand that her physical appearance is NOT going to change overnite with the
help of a few facials or treatments. And ladies, Brad Pitt has already
been taken, so u're gonna have to do with what ur guy is like! Chill
out, love each other for what u are. There is more to ur partner than
what meets the eye.

2. Always talk things out.
Now guys, I know this is not ur fave pastime or mode of resolving
issues, but u know what? This works with the gals. Don't make
assumptions about each other's feelings. Learn to xpress urself better
so that ur partner undrstands what u're angry about, or hurt about, or
even happy about! When u stop talking to each other from the heart,
it's the beginning of the end.

3. Do stuff together.
Make an effort to do things together. Do some sports or involve
urselves in some shared activities; something both of u enjoy or are
interested in.
It could be as simple as watching movies together, or jus strolling
hand-in-hand down Orchard Road. Watch soccor with him once in a while
though the green patch on TV puts u to sleep in 3 seconds. And guys,
do give in if your gal asks for another day at window-shopping,
rather than suggest that she go out with her girlfriends for "that
sort of activities"
instead. If u're spending more time with ur friends rather than with
ur partner, it's a warning sign that u're drifting apart!!!

4. Meet each other halfway.
If he agrees to throw out that rotten T-shirt with the "The_Rock"
print, u shouldn't kick up much of a fuss if he asks u to keep ur room
tidy...
There's gotta be a little giving and taking in a relationship, so
learn to meet each other halfway.

5. Show ur love
Buy her flowers or candy or perfume everynow and then, even if u have
been together for 5years. It's wonderful to continue showing someone
that u care for him or her. Cook him a special meal, paint him a
Valentine's Day card. Knit him mini-socks he can't wear ( like for
decoration purposes => ), buy him a packet of milk for breakfast, or
pack his wardrobe for him...so he knows u can still be romantic and
loving despite having been together for quite a while.

6. Respect each other.
Stop making jokes about her hair or skin, or whatever it is u love to
laugh at. Ask urself if she thinks if its funny. And if he has an
inferiority complex about his height, stop ogling at tall guys and
make him feel worse! Love is about respecting each other's feelings
and being sensitive to each other at all times.

7. Bury the past.
Stop bringing up the past. Gals..don't bring up the happy things about

u and ur ex to ur guy, it would jus make him jealous or unhappy. And
guys, don't talk about the happy times that u had with ur ex or
mention about her in ur every other sentence as it would make ur gal
feel un-happy and she might think that u saying all this b'cos u are
gonna get back with ur ex or not interested in her anymore.

8. Sit on ur jealousy.
All of us go thru' spells of insecurity at the beginning of the
relationship, but don't translate that insecurity into jealousy. If
u're gonna go through ur partner's mail and cupboard, and
eavesdropping on conversations, u know something is wrong - with u!!!
Jealousy is like a poison that slowly spreads thru' the relationship
before finall y killing it. Trust ur partner; love has to have trust
in it.

9. Keep ur commitments to each other.
If ur partner is standing u up all the time and cancelling dates and
breaking promises, u need to talk! If u're in a relationship, make ur
partner ur priority and don't disappoint them if u can help it. It's
really terrible when someone promises to take u to dinner, and then
calls to cancel it. Don't make promises u can't keep. If ur partner
starts to feel that he/she is not important enough to u, u may jus
lose him/her.

10. Be honest.
Honesty is not scowling at how awful she looks first thing in the
morning, or telling him that he has the biceps of a fly~! When we say
"be honest", we mean expressing ur feelings clearly, not being
bitingly cruel. When u're hurt, say so, and when u're angry, tell
him/her, w/o getting hysterical. If u can't be honest with ur partner,

who can u be honest with? Love is also about honesty, and a
relationship where no honesty exists probably isn't worth it!

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2007-04-21T18:57:00.000+08:00

My wedding pics!!!! still got more but not ready to collect yet haha! have to wait till next month! The pic seems to be a bit weird coz.. i got no scanner ma.. so no choice have to use my sis's cam to retake and upload.. =p

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2007-04-20T21:39:00.000+08:00

Went to take wedding photo on monday wif my husband at Hougang.. lucky on that day not giddy as i got took med haha!! Spend about 5 hours over there.. 3 suits.. Korean suit, evening gown and wedding gown..

After photo taking, went to AMK autopoint wif my husband to do his brake then after that went to Balaclava to slack a bit.. after balaclava, went to crissx's bday chalet.. alomost forgot about his chalet.. lucky reco called on my mobile to remind me hahahahah!!!

Been feeling giddy these few days.. but i dun really wanna take the giddy med as the med is making me feel like zombie.. -_-

So happy oh.. tomorrow can go n take a look at my wedding pic liao haha!! hope it looks nice.. =D

2007-04-12T19:35:00.000+08:00

So far today still so good HAha!! juz wake up not long ago.. coz feeling sleepy so go n take a short nap lor.. ytd sleep at 4 am n wake up at 11am.. 7 hours nia..

Maybe that the reason i'm feeling sleepy.. =D

Hope the rest of the day also a gd day for me.. not so giddy n no vomit is the best one lolx!! so far these 2 days have been gd!!! =D

Thx Lord!

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2007-04-11T18:38:00.000+08:00

Have been feeling very giddy the past few days.. sianz.. been lying in bed for the past few weeks.. very no life lor!! i sleep n lie until v scare already..

But today is exceptional hahahah!!! i dunno y today i dun feel giddy n feeling wanna vomit ley haha!!! so happy for today.. but of course i hope not for today only la.. hope for the rest of the month of my pregency lor..

Yesterday was so scary coz got 3 jabs omg in 2 hours somemore.. left hand for dripping as i vomit until body dehydrated.. right hand for blood test n left tighs for prevention of giddy n vomit's jab so weird rite dunno y doctor wanna inject my tighs lor kns one!! my hand really got not enough meat meh?? so serious??

kns sia the doctor.. -_-

sianz few more hours to go.. and i really have nothing to do at home lor.. really v bored... but i'm thankful that today i dun feeel giddy...

Thx my lord.. =D

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2007-04-02T15:24:00.000+08:00

Last sat meet up wif tian fu n went to MOS to look for bing xia.. but in the end did not manage to find her as it was too pack..

so tian fu receive a phone call from Cherry and chat wif her for about 30 mins outside MOS..

After that we went in to MOS again hoping this time round manage to find bing xia.. but sadly still cant.. haiz.. no mood to dance n no mood to stay there already as it was too pack.. after that we decided to go home as my husband called my hp n told me that he can go home already..

So i took a cab to balaclava n find him.. after that went for supper then went to my husband's house..

A bit bored at his house nothing to do.. so i took out a pregnancy test kit (bought 4 years back) n realise that the pregnancy test kit already expire in yr 2006 but still new.. havan use b4 la of course lolx!!

So i decided to go into the toilet n test.. since expire already ma.. so test for fun lor.. like that din test b4 andthrow away v wasted ma haha!! But to my surprise!! POSITIVE!! i thot maybe expired one then a bit sot sot liao so i dun really believe.. after that i went to 7-11 to get another new one.. and guess what?? positive again sia!!! i was like wow expired pregnancy test kit also can test positive ah!!! not bad ley!!!

of course i was happy la.. weiqiang also v happy!! then the next day (monday) went to Dr venga's clinic to confirm my pregnancy.. he told me that my baby's 5 weeks old hheehe!!!

So happy to have a baby born in the yr of pig haha!! coz i also born in the yr of pig ma.. =p

piggy mum n piggy baby!!

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2007-03-24T01:03:00.000+08:00

Want to know why we are working so hard?

On the very first day of the world,
God created the cow. He said to the cow:
"Ah Gu (cow), today I have created you!
Your job is to go to the field with the farmer all day long.
You will provide the energy to pull things!
You will also provide milk for people to drink!
You are to work all day under the sun!
In return, you will only eat grass.
For that, you will have a life span of 50 years."
Ah Gu objected.
"What!... I work all day in the sun and I get only to eat grass!
On top of that, I have to give my milk away!
This is tough and you want me to live 50 years!
I'll take 20 and you can have the remaining 30 years back!"
God agreed.

On the next day, God created the dog.
He said to the dog.
"Ah Kow (dog), I have created you for a purpose.
You are to sit all day by the door of your master's house!
Should anyone come in, you are to bark at them!
In return, you will eat your master's leftovers.
I'll give you a life span of 20 years."
Ah Kow objected.
" What!... I have to sit by the door all day and will need to bark at people, and what do I get...LEFTOVERS...
This isn't right, I'll take 10 and you can have the remaining 10 years back!"
God agreed again.

On the third day, God created the monkey.
He said to the monkey.
"Lao Kao (monkey), your job is to entertain people.
You will make them laugh, act stupid and make faces!
You will also do somersaults and swing on trees to amaze them.
In return, you will get to eat bananas and peanuts.
For that, I'll give you 20 years to live."
Naturally the monkey objected.
"This is ridiculous, I gotta make faces and make people laugh let not even come to the part about the trees and somersaults.
Tell you what, I'll give 10 years of my life to thank you for my existence and I'll take 10.
What do you think?"
God agreed again.

On the forth day, God created humans.
God said to the man.
"You are my best piece of work, for that, you will only need to sleep, eat, sleep, play, eat, sleep again and do nothing else.
You will get to eat all the best things and play with the best toys.
All you need to do is enjoy all your life.
For this kind of of life, I'll give you 20 years."

Just like the rest, the man objected.
"What, all I need to do is relax and enjoy myself and I have only 20 years to live?
Tell you what, you've 30 years back from Ah Gu, 10 years from Ah Kow and another 10 from Lao Kao and you probably don't know what to do with all those lives.
Why not I take them all and I'll have 70 years to live?"
God being such good natured, agreed with a smile....
AND THAT IS WHY.....
We eat, sleep, play and enjoy
for the first 20 years of our lives when we are growing up.
Work like a cow for the next 30 to raise our family.
Sit outside the door and bark at people for the next 10 when we are retired.
And finally, we make faces and perform monkey tricks to entertain our grandchildren for the final 10 years.
GET IT ?

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2007-03-19T23:51:00.000+08:00

Haha!! first day went to work today at Universal Assests Group.. Not bad thou.. but lots of reports to do.. reports n reports n reports.. but in the afternoon can slack a bit.. =p

So surprise sia first day at work n i received lots of sms asking me hows my work from my beloved tony, my cousin, my god bro and my frens!!

Thanks for your concern people!!! i m doing fine at work.. haha!!

Hope i can stay long in this company.. as i have to save up for my customary wedding, Mazda 3.. and most imptly my LV bag, Gucci bag, Coach and so on..!!!!!!

=D

My Lord, thx you.. =) thx god..

2007-03-14T18:57:00.000+08:00

Went suntec city for interview today.. SUCCESS!! Monday start work!! thx to ah jie and most importantly i wanna thx God!!! next time treat you hor ah jie =p..

But please dun tell me that u wan me to open martell or chivas hor.. i will kill u one!!

But i think will be very stress.. but this ah jie say very relax one bla bla bla bla!!! well we shall see then!! ^^

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2007-03-08T15:23:00.000+08:00

So bored n sianz ahhhhh!!! Mood so damn fucking bad nowadays.. And you people please stop asking me when i'm going to find a job..

You people better stop asking if you r NOT my family members.. Frankly speaking i dunno y u ppl are more kpo than my family members.. my parents only ask once in a lifetime.. and you people (aiya u know who u are la) keep asking n asking..

V irritating you know?? Well if you ask in a polite tone i dont mind.. but you fucking ask in a buay song tone.. y?? i not working u kua bey kui si boh?? N well.. u have no right to ask in that tone.. coz ur not my husband nor my parents..

My parents pampered me since i was young.. nono since i was a baby.. until now they r still pampering me.. include my hubby too.. u kua bey kui ah??

I'm well taken care of.. =p

Stop being such a busybody and mind ur own fucking business.. thx..

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2007-02-10T21:53:00.000+08:00

So tired!! Yesterday stand for 12 hours at Takashimaya wif Iris and Jeremy selling the cookies for cny.. But heng got hit target la haha!! Business is so good lolx!!

Not bad thou.. stand 12 hours at the same time can see a hunk doing cashier.. directly in front of our stall nia.. he's tall, dark and v man ohh!! awwww!!~~~

;D

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2007-02-07T22:48:00.000+08:00

Wake up today at about 9 am to bath and doll up for my photo shoot.. Leave my house at about 11 am then went to Autopoint with my hubby to take his car..

After that went to balaclava at 1.30 pm to cho boh.. haha!! okie i know 1.30pm is like so damn fcuking early haha!! Coz my photo shoot starts at 3 pm ma.. so still early.. nowhere to go.. so might as well go balaclava slack for a while..

A bit pai sey thou.. coz most of them is like working and so busy.. and i'm the only one sitting there cho boh.. Leave balaclava at about 2.15 pm and take cab to Botanic Garden for my photo shoot.. Heng ohh no ppl queueing for cab instead cab waiting for ppl lolx!!

Reach Botanic Garden at about 2.30 pm, change into my nice clothes for photo taking haha!! The weather is so warm and hot.. but i am really happy for the photo shoot.. At first i thot i will feel pressure n stress.. but nope.. i feel very happy n comfortable!! haha!! thx jurgen and the other 2 photographer!!

After photoshoot, Kelvan came n fetch me to meet up wif his 2 other frens for dinner.. Been laughing like mad in kelvan's car.. The way he talk is really very funny lolx!!

Kelvan, thx for the dinner.. cya soon again~~!

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2007-02-05T14:46:00.000+08:00

Your Birthdate: October 29

You may watch someone from afar before you finally decide to make your move.
It takes a long time for you to develop an attraction to someone.
Generally, you prefer to pick who you love. Anyone who tries to rush you is in for some heartache.

Number of True Loves You'll Have: 3

Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 5

You are most compatible with people born on the 2nd, 11th, 20th, and 29th of the month.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

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2007-01-30T02:35:00.000+08:00

Went shopping at Bugis Village with Iris on sat.. nothing much to buy.. in fact i did not buy anything.. lolx!!

After shopping we went to eat long john silver coz i was too hungry.. =p After that we went to Balaclava since renovate already so we decided to go there n take a look..

Hmmmm well not bad la.. quite nice thou.. The stage is move to the side liao instead of in the middle.. But they have a piano in the middle lor.. My fren says after renovate already looks like Dragonfly.. -_- but i dun think so..

Stay at bala until tony knock off.. after that went to have supper then after that went to his house to zzzzz~~~~

Oh ya my husband already have a car liao le.. haha so happy~ Kenji sold his car to him at $600 (very cheap hor) to let him to continue the instalment..~~

It is very late now.. 3pm -_-'''

Off to bed i go!! wan an~!

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2007-01-26T23:28:00.000+08:00

Decision Making ... sets you thinking

The story given below is quite interesting and really gives us an insight into DECISION MAKING.

Which one will you choose?

A group of children were playing near two railway tracks, one still in use while the other disused. Only one child played on the disused track, the rest on the operational track. The train came, and you were just beside the track interchange.

You could make the train change its course to the disused track and saved most of the kids. However, that would also mean the lone child playing by the disused track would be sacrificed.

Or would you rather let the train go its way?

Let's take a pause to think what kind of decision we could make.
Most people might choose to divert the course of the train, and
sacrifice only one child.

You might think the same way, I guess.
Exactly, I thought the same way initially because to save most
of the children at the expense of only one child was the rational
decision most people would make, morally and emotionally.

But, have you ever thought that the child choosing to play on
the disused track had in fact made the right decision to play at a safe
place?

Nevertheless, he had to be sacrificed because of his ignorant
friends who chose to play where the danger was.

This
kind of dilemma happens around us everyday. In the
office, community, in politics and especially in a democratic society,
the minority is often sacrificed for the interest of the majority,
no matter how foolish or ignorant the majority are, and how farsighted
and knowledgeable the minority are.

The child who chose not to play with the rest on the operational track was sidelined. And in the case he was sacrificed, no one would shed a tear for him.

The friend who forwarded me the story said he would not try to
change the course of the train because he believed that the kids playing
on the operational track should have known very well that track was
still in use, and that they should have run away if they heard the train's sirens.

If the train was diverted, that lone child would definitely die
because he never thought the train could
come over to that track!
Moreover, that track was not in use probably because it was not safe.

If the train was diverted to the track, we could put the lives of all
passengers on board at stake! And in your attempt to save a few
kids by sacrificing one child, you might end up sacrificing hundreds of
people to save these few kids.

While we are all aware that life is full of tough decisions that need to
be made, we may not realize that hasty decisions may not always
be the right one.

"Remember that what's right isn't always popular...
and what's popular isn't always right."

Everybody makes mistakes; that's why they put erasers on pencils.

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2007-01-23T13:58:00.000+08:00

Yesterday tony was on leave coz Balaclava doing some revovation.. he was on leave since sat liao.. actually today also on leave de.. but the manager ask him to go back -_-

Yesterday was so happy coz everything i bought was my husband paying whahhaha!! Went to far east with my husband and Iris.. Reach there at about 5 and shop around till 8+..

Bought a white skirt from Chaos.. very cheap wor..!! $19 nia.. coz got discount ma.. if no discount, $69 ley.. -_- And bought a black n white lacy tube, 2 belts, Shu Uemura cleansing oil n KOSE white musk.. =D

Of course tony also got buy something la haha!! He bought a pants n a top.. wanted to buy a shoe but dun have his size..

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2007-01-23T13:25:00.000+08:00

I saw this in Iris's blog.. so i copy n paste from her.. n paste to my blog.. =x

When You Divorce Me, Carry Me Out in Your Arms

On my wedding day, I carried my wife in my arms. The bridal car stopped in front of our one-room flat. My buddies insisted that I carry her out of the car in my arms. So I carried her into our home. She was then plump and shy. I was a strong and happy bridegroom.

This was the scene ten years ago. The following days were as simple as a cup of pure water: we had a kid; I went into business and tried to
make more money. When the assets were steadily increasing, the affection between us seemed to ebb. She was a civil servant. Every morning we left home together and got home almost at the same time. Our kid was studying in a boarding school.

Our marriage life seemed to be enviably happy. But the calm life was more likely to be affected by unpredictable changes.

Dew came into my life.

It was a sunny day. I stood on a spacious balcony. Dew hugged me from behind. My heart once again was immersed in her stream of love. This was the apartment I bought for her.

Dew said, you are the kind of man who best draws girls' eyeballs. Her words suddenly reminded me of my wife. When we were just married, my wife said, Men like you, once successful, will be very attractive to girls. Thinking of this, I became somewhat hesitant. I knew I had betrayed my wife. But I couldn't help doing so.

I moved Dew's hands aside and said you go to select some furniture, O.K.? I've got something to do in the company. Obviously she was unhappy, because I had promised to do it together with her.?At the moment, the idea of divorce became clearer in my mind? although it used to be something impossible to me.

However, I found it rather difficult to tell my wife about it. No matter how mildly I mentioned it to her, she would be deeply hurt.

Honestly, she was a good wife. Every evening she was busy preparing dinner. I was sitting in front of the TV. The dinner was ready soon. Then we watched TV together. Or, I was lounging before the computer, visualizing Dew's body. This was the means of my entertainment.

One day I said to her in a slightly joking way, suppose we divorce, what will you do? She stared at me for a few seconds without a word. Apparently she believed that divorce was something too far away from her. I couldn't imagine how she would react once she got to know I was serious.

When my wife went to my office, Dew had just stepped out. Almost all the staff looked at my wife with a sympathetic eye and tried to hide something while talking to her. She seemed to have got some hint. She gently smiled at my subordinates. But I read some hurt in her eyes.

Once again, Dew said to me, He Ning, divorce her, O.K.? Then we live together. I nodded. I knew I could not hesitate any more. When my wife served the last dish, I held her hand. I've got something to tell you, I said. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the serious topic calmly.

She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I'm serious. I avoided her question. This so-called answer made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man!

That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer, because my heart had gone to Dew.

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. I felt a pain in?my heart. The womanwho had been living ten years with me would become a stranger one day. But I could not take back what I had said.

Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer.

Late that night, I came back home after entertaining my clients. I saw her writing something at the table. I fall asleep fast. When I woke up, I found she was still there. I turned over and was asleep again. She brought up her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but I was supposed to give her one month's time before divorce, and in the month's time we must live as normal a life as possible. Her reason was simple: our son would finish his summer vacation a month later and she didn't want him to see our marriage was broken.

She passed me the agreement she drafted, and then asked me, He Ning, do you still remember how I entered our bridal room on the wedding day? This question suddenly brought back all those wonderful memories to me. I nodded and said, I remember. You carried me in your arms, she continued, so, I have a requirement, that is, you carry me out in your arms on the day when we divorce. From now to the end of this month, you must carry me out from the bedroom to the door every morning. I accepted with a smile. I knew she missed those
sweet days and wished to end her marriage romantically.

I told Dew about my wife s divorce conditions. She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she does, she has to face the result of divorce, she said scornfully. Her words more or less made me feel uncomfortable.

My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was?explicitly expressed. We even treated each other as a stranger. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly, Let us start from today, don't tell our son. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for a bus, I drove to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. We were so close that I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this intimate woman carefully for a long time. I found she was not young any more. There were some fine wrinkles on her face.

On the third day, she whispered to me, the outside garden is being demolished. Be careful when you pass there. On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I seemed to feel that we were still an intimate couple and I was holding my sweetheart in my arms. The visualization of Dew became vague.

On the fifth and sixth day, she kept reminding me something, such as, where she put the ironed shirts, I should be careful while cooking, etc. I nodded. The sense of intimacy was even stronger. I didn't tell Dew about this.

I felt it was easier to carry her. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger. I said to her, It seems not difficult to carry you now. She was picking her dresses. I was waiting to carry her out. She tried quite a few but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I smiled. But I suddenly realized that it was because she was thinner that I could carry her more easily, not
because I was stronger. I knew she had buried all the bitterness in her heart. Again, I felt a sense of pain. Subconsciously I reached out a hand to touch her head.

Our son came in at the moment. Dad, it's time to carry mum out. He said. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had been an essential part of his life. She gestured our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face because I was?afraid I would change my mind at the last minute. I held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly, as if we came back to our wedding day. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. She said, actually I hope you will hold me in your arms until we are old.

I held her tightly and said, both you and I didn't notice that our life lacked intimacy.

I jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my decision. I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door. I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I won't divorce. I'm serious. She looked at me, astonished. The she touched my forehead. You got no fever. She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I said, I can only say sorry to you, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of life, not because we didn't love each other any more. Now I understand that since I carried her into the home, she gave birth to our child, I am supposed to hold her until I am old. So I have to say sorry to you.

Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove to the office. When I passed the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet for my wife which was her favorite. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until we are old.

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2007-01-21T03:40:00.000+08:00

The rabbit in a hamster's cage.. the owner very cruel lor.. The rabbit is so big.. but inside hamster's cage -_- of course the owner is not me la lolx!

Found the rabbit under the tree.. so poor thing.. but lucky i let him out for about 2 hours to run around my house.. =D

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2007-01-17T14:32:00.000+08:00

So long no blog liao.. So i'm back to blog again.. haha!! sianz.. warm n sunny afternoon.. Tomorrow need to go Queentown for interview.. sianz.. go until so far tsk tsk tsk.. no choice gotta go.. coz my relative intro me de.. so lan lan lor.. have to go..

Found a white rabbit under a tree yesterday.. in a hamster's cage -_- ya i know very small cage.. so cruel.. imagine a big rabbit in a hamster's cage.. the rabbit have no other way to walk around.. can only lie there.. ke lian sia!! The rabbit semms to be ok.. very active, v fat n nice white fur.. the previous owner must have taken great care of the rabbit..

But how come the owner in the end wanna abandon the rabbit ley?? so cruel.. and so irresponsible.. lucky i saw the rabbit n bring into my house coz it was raining.. Fed him with some fresh vegetable n carrot.. and help him to change the bedding.. Put him out of the cage to run around my house for around 2 hours..

Call up the SPCA to come n take away the rabbit.. since no one wans.. but very sad.. coz if no ones adopt the rabbit, it might be put to sleep..

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2007-01-03T17:39:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YR!!!! i got nothing to blog so i juz post my favourite song lor hahaha!!!!

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2006-12-17T20:18:00.000+08:00

Scorpio is known for its intensity and personal magnetism. Members of this sign have tremendous inner strength, which when properly developed, gives them great power to turn negative situations into positive outcomes, and to rechannel destructive energy into constructive purposes.

There may be times when you feel that you must constantly struggle with difficult situations. Yet this ability to turn adversity into fortune strengthens you each time, and as you continue through life you grow stronger and more skilled, with ever-increasing confidence. Scorpio is often compared to the Phoenix, a mythical bird which was reborn from its own ashes, more powerful and beautiful than ever before.

Scorpios are usually inspiring and dynamic. Through intelligence, determination and a persuasive personality, they can often be found in positions of leadership or influence. Well-liked and admired, Scorpios are generally identified by forceful yet graceful body movements and an intense, honest gaze.

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2006-12-16T16:37:00.000+08:00

THX LORD!! my uncle is going to be fine soon!!!!!! yay yay my mum juz received a phone call from my grandma saying that my uncle's condition had improved!!! He doesn't need the machine to rely on already!!

My mum says 2-3 days he will be out of ICU!!!

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2006-12-14T00:59:00.000+08:00

This morning my mum receive a phone call from my grandma saying that my uncle is in SICU.. Doctor says that he's difficulties in breathing and his Blood Pressure is extremely high.. About 200++ in the morning then drop to 80++ then went up to 130++.. And doctor told my aunt to be prepare for the worse.

Went to hospital to visit him this afternoon wif my sis.. Feel very sad when i saw him.. So many tubes around him.. And he have to rely on the machine to breath

i'm praying so hard to Lord.. praying and hoping that he will be fine and out of ICU soon..

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2006-12-13T14:54:00.000+08:00

Omg!! so sad so sad so so sad!! This weekend cannot club!! coz gotta go back to office.. sianz!

Plan to go MOS on friday but forgot i got to work the next day so cannot go.. kns! happy for nothing.. -_-'''

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!

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2006-12-13T03:06:00.000+08:00

Your Brain is 67% Female, 33% Male

Your brain leans female
You think with your heart, not your head
Sweet and considerate, you are a giver
But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

What Gender Is Your Brain?

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2006-12-11T04:24:00.000+08:00

Forgiveness is not forgetting, excusing or smoothing things over. Instead forgiving breaks the cycle of revenge and creates a new possibility of fairness by releasing us from the unfair past. Forgiving is love’s toughest work and love’s biggest risk. To forgive is to ride the crest of love’s strongest wave.

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2006-12-10T15:42:00.000+08:00

Was at devils bar yesterday as usual.. haha!! was dancing at the dance floor with iris, cindy, me, fiona and bing xia.. Then the the DJ was play Sexy Back.. HAha me n iris's favourite song.. So i suggested that we go to the pole n dance..

Then me,cindy n iris happily dancing at the pole, suddenly this twin sister and 1 super fat girl came up and start doing whore dancing.. =x Imagine 6 ppl using 1 pole.. -_-''' It was like really damn cramp..

They are not really dancing lor.. more to like fucking the pole.. -_-'' so me, iris and cindy get down first.. we dun wanna stay up there to throw face.. coz their dance is really awful (fucking the pole).. in case ppl thot our dance is really awful too lolx!!

After 5 mins they got down then i n iris got up to the pole again coz the DJ is playing our favourite song!! (Don't Cha) ;p

After i got home, iris told me that those gers (whore dancing at the pole) went to her n cindy for dunno what shit then in the end iris gave her a slap in the face! woah!

And she was like screaming outside devils bar at the top of her voice.. Frankly speaking, since she can shout so well she might as well go Pasamalam shout "lelong lelong".. coz can attract lots of customer.. =p

Oh ya i heard that she have a twin sis, 28 yrs old, single mum.. i also heard from some people saying that she is really cheap n damn loose.. very obvious.. coz the way she dress can tell.. =P

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2006-12-06T17:25:00.000+08:00

Omg!! so happy!! my hubby says this sunday he will bring me to malaysia for a shopping spree!!! woot!!!!

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2006-12-04T03:41:00.000+08:00

Sat and sun having roadshow at Parco Bugis for Lucido-L hair wax.. And my feet is now so damn pain.. Wearing that 3 inch high heel boots and standing for 6 hours without break somemore.. omg..

Lucky its over.. coz only 2 days.. haha!! Whole life of my 23 years, 2 of dec 2006 is my very first time doing promoter!! Then after the road show, went to Barstop and join my husband and the rest..

Got to go!! its 3.50 am.. gd nite!!

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2006-11-27T16:28:00.000+08:00

lalalalalalala~~~~~ these few days have been raining and raining ohh~~~ so shiok~~ Haiz~ nothing to blog ley.. oh my god so sianz!

I miss someone right now~~

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2006-11-25T20:00:00.000+08:00

Never Take Someone For Granted, Hold Every Person Close To Ur Heart Becoz U Might Wake Up 1 Day & Realise Tat U've Lost A Diamond While U Were Too Busy Collecting Stones..

Love is strengthened by working through conflicts together..
Do what you can, for who you can, with what you have, and where you are..
Treasure the one who loves you.

It's not easy to find a person who loves you. It's always more valuable to have a sincere heart..

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2006-11-21T23:58:00.000+08:00

A very meaningful quote. A friend of mine send this quote to me thru sms.. 3 pages long wor lolx!! thanks Jeremy! ^^

Its Fate that bring two together in this big world of ours. There'll always be someone better but we can't always be on the search. The long process of understanding each other's habit and likes or dislikes help make the relationship grow to where it is today.

So long as the flame is burning, keep it burning, for there are so many out there trying to just light up this flame that is not even there..

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2006-11-15T21:52:00.000+08:00

11/9/2006 3:37:51 AM samantha (L) »» Käzùkõ gäl83 «« (L) J 0 i c 3 http://yoshiko-joyce.blogspot.com/ helo ... i respect u i din say anything ... but nw u say mi until like tat ... b4 u say mi did u think wat going on b4 u say this ... dunoe anything pls dun anyhow scold ppls 1st ... if blame the wrong person u will disgrace urself n ur character .... (copy & paste from my msn chat history)

So u all read the above msg already rite.. Okie u all might wonder how come she say all this stuff in my msn rite?? Take a look at my third post then.. my second post is about she caling my hubby.. then my msn personal msg read like this "SHAMELESS SL!T SAMANTHA, stop calling tony lah.. SI BU YAO LIAN DE JIAN NU REN.. PUI PUI PUI"

Then i msg her in msn telling her that in this world so many ppl name samantha.. what makes her think that i m saying her? or mayb she feel guilty tats why she thot that i'm refering to her? well who is disgracing herself and char now? I wouldnt feel disgraced because the one who is more disgraceful is the one who do something to other's pple's husband..

Well so samantha.. it is GD that u admit! :P so, samantha when u say disgrace pls think twice before you say me.. u wanna compare disgrace rite?? pai sey, for disgrace i m NOT up to ur standard yet.. choy choy choy i won't be a disgrace like u also.. :p

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2006-11-11T19:58:00.000+08:00

Guys drinks to forget about
the girl,
Girls drinks to
think back about that guy.

When guys are in love, they become poorer but
when girls are in love, they become prettier.

Guys can forget, but cannot forgive, Girls can
forgive, but cannot forget.

Guys care most about the quantity of love, But
girls care most about the quality of love.

Guys break-up when they feel love from another
Girl, Girls break-up when they feel Separation from
her man.

Guys feels curious towards all girls. Girls feel
curious towards the guys who are Interested in her.

When guys are heartbroken, they try to forget the
girl by going out with other girls.When girls are
heartbroken, they try to find his Characteristics
from other guys.

Guys wishes to be her first love, And girls wishes
to be his last love.

Life Is Indeed Unfair.
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2006-11-08T19:34:00.000+08:00

kao eh what is that freaking slut problem?? Boh dai boh chi call my husband dunno for what fuck.. I was sleeping beside him then his phone suddenly rings.. I thot is kenji or thomas call him thats y i did not pick up..

Of course if i am the one who pick up her call i sure fucking fuck her upside down.. Call him somemore talk until so fucking loud.. and luffing like a crazy fucking ger..

To this freaking samantha.. (usually i dun call her samantha one unless bo bian.. coz to me she dun have have a name except slut, jian nu ren, bitch n so on..) i dunno what the hell u r trying to do n i also dun wish to know anyway.. and u are really frecking UGLY n really down to earth SHAMELESS..

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2006-11-02T10:59:00.000+08:00

There was a blind girl who hated herself just because she's blind.
She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He's always there for her.
She said that if she could only see the world, she would marry her
boyfriend.

One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her and then she can see
everything, including her boyfriend.

Her boyfriend asked her, "now that you can see the world, will you
marryme?"

The girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend is blind too, and
refused to marry him.

Her boyfriend walked away in tears, and later wrote a letter to her saying.
"Just take care of my eyes dear."

This is how human brain changes when the status changed.

Only few remember what life was before, and who's always been there even in
the most painful situations.

Life Is A Gift
Today before you think of saying an unkind word - Think of someone who can't
speak.
Today before you complain about life - Think of someone who went too early
to heaven.
And when you are tired and complain about your job - Think of the
unemployed, the disabled and those who wished they had your job.
But before you think of pointing the finger or condemning another - Remember
that not one of us are without sin and we all answer to one maker.
And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down - Put a smile on your face
and thank God you're alive and still around.

Life is a gift, Live it, Enjoy it, Celebrate it, And fulfill it.

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2006-10-26T13:06:00.000+08:00

Okie i was browsing thru DJKzee's (one of the DJ at devils bar) reviews and i saw this.. and its very meaningful.. so i decided to copy and paste it in my blog and share it with everybody..

WHO MEANT THE MOST IN YOUR LIFE?

Do you have any idea of who meant the most to you? There is this guy who
loves two gals at the same time but he doesn't know which one he loves
more.Someone taught him: "If you are happy, who you think of first? If you
think of her,she is the one you love more."
>NO, THIS IS NOT THE WAY TO TEST THE FORMULA OF LOVE.
Ask yourself this question honestly: "When you are sad, which gal/guy you
want to share your burden with?" If you think of that gal/guy first,she/he
is the one that you love more.
However if you think of the same gal/guy when you are happy & sad, that's
the most perfect. But if you didn't think of the same gal/guy, I would
advise you to choose the one you are willing to share your sadness with.
In life, there are more sorrows than happiness.
There are too many people whom you can share your happiness with, not
necessary your lover. If you live your life happily, you can also enjoy it
alone.
Sadness, however not many people is willing to share burden with you. If
you willing to tell her/him your unhappiness, she/he got to be someone who
is closest & most understanding to you. In other words, if she/he only
thinks of you when she/he is happy, but looks for someone else when she/he
is sad, this kind of lover is too unstable; she/he didn't treat you as someone she/he can spend the rest of her life with.
Of course, I will be very happy if I am the first person to share her/his
happiness. But, if she/he is sad, I will be too willing to stay by her/his
side & ease her/his pain. Only then, I will believe I hold a very
important position in her/his heart. If you are sad, who comes to your mind first?
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Friendship is a strange thing. We find ourselves telling each other the
deepest details of our lives ... things we don't even share with the
families who raised us.
But what is a friend? A confidant? A shoulder to cry on? An ear to listen?

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2006-10-10T22:19:00.000+08:00

October Baby

Octbaby Loves to chat. Loves those who love them.
Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and
physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets
angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave
and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt
but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated.
Does
not care to control emotions. Unpredictable.
Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND
sexiest of them all.

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2006-10-09T16:21:00.000+08:00

What love is...

Love is loyal.
Love is wanting the best for the other person.
Love is compromising and working things out in a
way that you both can win.
Love is finding common ground.
Love is trying to come together in a way that
makes the world a better place.
Love is selfless.
Love is caring about the other person’s emotional
needs and feelings.

What Lust is…

Lust is self-gratification.
Lust can be obsessive.
Lust is usually tied to sexual gratification.
Lust is selfish.
Lust doesn’t consider the other persons wants and
needs.
Lust doesn’t care about how the other person’s
day went.
When someone’s in lust they aren’t interested in
meeting family or friends.
Lust is wanting something to the point that you
don’t care who gets hurt.
Lust manipulates, destroys and controls.
Lust often involves raging.
People who lusts may think they are in love, but
the fire burns out quickly when they get the person
or thing they lust for.
Lust doesn’t last, but love can.

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2006-10-07T15:21:00.000+08:00

The feeling of love is a happy, touching and fearless one.. i finally relise the reason why some couples could love at first sigh and why some may know nothing about each other after a life-long partnership. Only with love can two hearts be brought together. But without love the harder you try the further you will drift apart.

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2006-10-01T02:27:00.000+08:00

Haha was on msn wif my fren, tutu.. She ask me to take a look at her msn nick.. Indeed really funny.. It goes like this "SONGKA (Funeral) CAN POSTPONE DE.. NOW I KNOW BUT NOT A BAD IDEA"

She told me that her bf had sms her that the funeral will be postpone.. i was like huh funeral can be postpone?? lolx!! funny rite? Haha!! ok well then i would like to postpone my funeral in yr 9999 then..

And i told edward, he was like oh the dead took urgent leave and die on the other day instead lolx!! HAHAHAH!!!

Postpone funeral anyone?? but this is really funny indeed.. no offence to the deads ^^ sorrieeee~~~~

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2006-09-25T17:16:00.000+08:00

EVERY relationship has a cycle. In the beginning, you fell in love with your spouse. You anticipated his call, wanted his touch and liked his idiosyncrasies.

Falling in love with your spouse wasn't hard. In fact, it was a completely natural and spontaneous experience. You didn't have to DO anything. That's why it's called "falling" in love.

People in love sometimes say, "I was swept off my feet." Think about the imagery of that expression. It implies that you were just standing there, doing nothing. Then something came along and happened to you.

Falling is love is easy. It's a passive and spontaneous experience. But after a few years of marriage, the euphoria of love fades. It's the natural cycle of EVERY relationship. Slowly but surely, phone calls become a bother (if they come at all), touch is not always welcome (when it happens) and your spouse's idiosyncrasies, instead of being cute, drive you nuts.

The symptoms of this stage vary with every relationship, but if you think about your marriage, you will notice a dramatic difference between the initial stage when you were in love and a much duller or even angry subsequent stage.

At this point, you and/or your spouse might start asking, "Did I marry the right person?" And as you and your spouse reflect on the euphoria of the love you once had, you may begin to desire that experience with someone else. This is when marriages break down. People blame their spouse for their unhappiness and look outside their marriage for fulfillment.

Extra-marital fulfillment comes in all shapes and sizes. Infidelity is the most obvious. But sometimes people turn to work, church, a hobby, friendship, excessive TV or abusive substances. But the answer to this dilemma does NOT lie outside your marriage. It lies within it. I'm not saying that you couldn't fall in love with someone else. You could. And TEMPORARILY, you'd feel better. But you'd be in the same situation a few years later. Because (listen carefully to this):

The Key To Succeeding In Marriage Is Not Finding The Right Person; It's Learning To Love The Person You Found .

SUSTAINING love is not a passive or spontaneous experience. It'll NEVER just happen to you. You can't "find" LASTING love. You have to "make" it day in and day out. That's why we have the expression "the labour of love" because it takes time, effort and energy. And most importantly, it takes WISDOM. You have to know WHAT TO DO to make your marriage work.

Make no mistake about it. Love is NOT a mystery. There are specific things you can do (with or without your spouse) to succeed with your marriage.

Just as there are physical laws of the universe (such as gravity), there are also laws for relationships. Just as the right diet and exercise program makes you physically stronger, certain habits in your relationship WILL make your marriage stronger. It's a direct cause and effect. If you know and apply the laws, the results are predictable... you can "make" love.

Love in marriage is indeed a "decision "... Not just a feeling.

~ Love is never silent, it has so much to say & it is our greatest blessing when we give it away.

May Love and Peace be yours always ~

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2006-09-25T16:58:00.000+08:00

Don't date because you are desperate.
Don't marry because you are miserable.
Don't have kids because you think your genes are superior.
Don't philander because you think you are irresistible.

Don't associate with people you can't trust.
Don't cheat. Don't lie. Don't pretend.
Don't dictate because you are smarter.
Don't demand because you are stronger.

Don't sleep around because you think you are old enough & know better.
Don't hurt your kids because loving them is harder.
Don't sell yourself, your family, or your ideals.
Don't stagnate!

Don't regress.
Don't live in the past. Time can't bring anything or anyone back.
Don't put your life on hold for possibly Mr. Right.
Don't throw your life away on absolutely Mr. Wrong because your biological clock is ticking.

Learn a new skill.
Find a new friend.
Start a new career.
Sometimes, there is no race to be won, only a price to be paid for some of life's more hasty decisions.

To terminate your loneliness, reach out to the homeless.
To feed your nurturing instincts, care for the needy.
To fulfill your parenting fantasies, get a puppy.
Don't bring another life into this world for all the wrong reasons.

To make yourself happy, pursue your passions & be the best of what you can be.
Simplify your life. Take away the clutter.
Get rid of destructive elements: abusive friends, nasty habits, and dangerous liaisons.
Don't abandon your responsibilities but don't overdose on duty.

Don't live life recklessly without thought and feeling for your family.
Be true to yourself.
Don't commit when you are not ready.
Don't keep others waiting needlessly.

Go on that trip. Don't postpone it.
Say those words. Don't let the moment pass.
Do what you have to, even at society's scorn.

Write poetry.
Love Deeply.
Walk barefoot.
Dance with wild abandon.
Cry at the movies.

Take care of yourself. Don't wait for someone to take care of you.
You light up your life.
You drive yourself to your destination.
No one completes you - except YOU.

It isn't true that life does not get easier with age.
It only gets more challenging.
Don't be afraid. Don't lose your capacity to love.
Pursue your passions.

Live your dreams.
Don't lose faith in God.
Don't grow old. Just grow YOU!

When you give someone your time, you are giving them a portion of your life that you'll never get back.

Your time is your life. That is why the greatest gift you can give to someone is your time.

Relationships take time and effort, and the best way to spell love is T-I-M-E
because the essence of love is not what we think or do or provide for others,
but how much we give of ourselves.

Our daily bread . . . . "A word fitly spoken is like apples of gold in setting silver" Proverbs 25.11

food for thought:

"The way we choose to walk often determines where we will end up !!"

** All bread are meant to be shared. God blesses us so we can be a blessing to others.

Grace and peace to you from God our Father and the Lord Jesus Christ.

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2006-09-22T13:37:00.000+08:00

About Scorpio

Scorpio is symbolized by the Scorpion. Intense and emotionally perceptive, they pick up on unspoken words and speak the language of gesture. Deep, mysterious and magnetically attractive, Scorpios yearn for emotional intimacy.People born under this sign are the most intense and passionate of the signs. Though they appear calm and quite but their anger can burst anytime like a volcano.

This ferocious anger often ends up making lifelong enemies. Scorpions are loyal as friend but a fanatic foe.They possess very strong intuitive power that helps them judge people. Scorpions also have immense degree of willpower and are highly tenacious, but are equally sensitive and therefore get easily moved by emotions of others. Scorpions are the least understood signs of the entire twelve.

Usually the Scorpio persons are of a secretive, timid, retiring nature, one who does not talk of his affairs. But there are also another type of Scorpions who are always ready to argue holding their point and during this they can become very cruel. They usually have an explosive temper. Such temper is often harmful for the health.

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2006-09-21T01:35:00.000+08:00

laugh leads to a high 5

...a high 5 leads to a hug

...a hug leads to a kiss

...a kiss leads 2 makeout

...a makeout leads 2 finger

...a finger leads to a hand

...a hand leads to a lick

...a lick leads to a suck

...a suck leads 2 a fcuk.

So tell me how many people are you
gonna hug after you read this?? Coz sex is like a math.

...u add the bed

...subtract the clothes

...divide the legs

...leave your solution

...and pray you dont multiply!

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2006-09-20T13:57:00.000+08:00

If you love something, set it free. If it comes back, it was, and always will be yours. If it never returns, it was never yours to begin with.

True love never lives happily ever after - true love has no ending.

Love fails, only when we fail to love.

True love does not come by finding the perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.

Mutual trust is built up over time but it can be destroyed in an instant.

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2006-09-15T00:20:00.000+08:00

Hey guys thats my cute hamster!! rem to feed her hor!!! =p

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2006-09-11T20:01:00.000+08:00

Having sore throat,flu and fever.. whats next?? cough?? omg i hope not!! i dun wanna lose my voice =p

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2006-08-25T11:26:00.000+08:00

10292005

Today is the day I vow a forever love.

A love I have been so blessed to share with you.

Knowing this is a love that begins with trust.

Understanding that a love as this has no end.

When the sun refuses to shine in your day.

I will be your sunshine.

If the rain continues, refusing to stop.

I will be your umbrella.

This love I promise you is a sacred love.

A love allowed only once in a lifetime.

Being so blessed we have the other to share this love.

Knowing this love is shared equally as love has to be.

Should you ever become lost and confused.

I will guide you back to our path of happiness.

When the nights become darker than ever known.

I will walk with you to the light.

There is no vow taken which means as much.

And I take these vows free and openly.

For love would have no meaning without you.

This is my promise not only on our wedding day.

But for each day that follows.

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2006-08-22T11:32:00.000+08:00

Haiz..in office, and nothing to do at all so i decided to update my blog =)

Went to watch Ghost Game with my husband, kenji, wendy, thomas, fiona & nan on Sunday. Not really a nice show.. as there's no story line, in the end all the people in that movie all died -.-'''

Although no story line but kinda scary and some part also si bey er xin

Lucky i have my Cookie Monster with me thruout the show haha! how i get my COokie Monster?? awww so sweet of my hubby to get this cookie monster for me haha!! While waiting for 7 pm, we went to this arcade at PS. He told me that he have the confident that he will get the cookie monster with few tries only.. There are lots of people around us to see him to "catch" the cookie monster. -.-'''

Haha ya true.. spending only $12 and here my cookie monster is going home wif me!! And the cookie monster is very big!

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2006-08-16T11:17:00.000+08:00

Your Seduction Style: Sex Pot

Tradionally known as a "siren", "rake", or "femme fatale." You exude sensuality.
And while your sexiness is part of what makes you an incredible seducer...
Your ability to make others feel sexy is what really makes your seduction skills shine.

Most people don't feel attractive or desired enough - a need which you tap into.
You have the ultimate sex appeal, and getting attention from you is a total self esteem boost.
Your confidence is contagious, and you help others unleash their own sexuality.

Your sex pot seduction skills are so intoxicating that you can get away with... well, almost murder.
Lovers feel like your sensuality is in your blood, so it's only natural if you flirt a little.
And if you stray, that might be okay as well - as long as you make your lover still feel hot.

What Kind of Seducer Are You?

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2006-08-16T11:00:00.000+08:00

Your Birthdate: October 29

You have the mind of an artist, even if you haven't developed the talent yet.
Expressive and aware, you enjoy finding new ways to share your feelings.
You often feel like you don't fit in - especially in traditional environments.
You have big dreams. The problem is putting those dreams into action.

Your strength: Your vivid imagination

Your weakness: Fear of failure

Your power color: Coral

Your power symbol: Oval

Your power month: November

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

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2006-08-15T15:35:00.000+08:00

Day 3, Aug 8

Wake up early in the morning to have breakfast at the hotel and went back to hotel again to pack up.. *sob sob* last day at bangkok.. but 3 days 2 nite is really not enough for me.. omg!!

After packing up, went to shop again and i bought 1 pair of white boots!! knee length! really nice n cheap.. then me n my hubby went to Petinium Mall to have some dessert.. after that we reach the hotel lobby at 11 am.. got onto the coach and to a restaurant to have our lunch..

After lunch we went to a big big gem factory.. i forgot the name liao le.. so i will juz name it as big big gem factory lah.. anyway it's really big lolx!! my hubby bought me a Blue Sapphire gem's ring for sgd $90.. v cheap hor?? =p

After that we went to shop again.. this time i bought another pair of boots!! black color one!!! after shopping we headed towards bangkok airport.. its time to go back HOME!! Actually we are suppose to reach singapore at 11++ but end up 1hour later.. coz of the plane!! there's something wrong with the air con.. awww!!

But enjoyed the bangkok trip.. looking forward to be there again!!!!

oh ya for 3 days 2 nite seeing that b!tch face really turns me off and makes me really feel like wanna puke.. yup that b!tch lor.. that shameless woman that wanted to snatch my husband and nearly makes my marriage fail~

Heard from this guy whom i know de saying (i do not wan to mention his name) that this b!tch actually disappear from her room n she was actually in someone's else room.. drinking n a bit high liao.. and she has a face that says "i am desperate for s3x.. f**k me now"~ well.. i dunno whether it's true or not.. this is what i heard from this guy fren of mine.. well i think it's true la.. anyway she is always desperate for s3x.. she can't live without s3x.. =D

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2006-08-15T15:21:00.000+08:00

Day 2. Aug 07

Wake up early in the morning (7+am) to have breakfast at the hotel.. the food is nice.. was wondering did i put on weight~ =p

After breakfast, went back to hotel to have a shower.. then we went to this thai traditional massage.. they r soo pro~ my body feel more relax after the 2 hours of massage! After massage we went to bangkok's chinatown to have sharkfin.. very nice wor the sharkfin!! served in 1 big bowl omg!! and the bird nest was nice too~

After that, went shopping with Gernice and Milky at Pentinium Mall (opposite our hotel only).. very nice wor.. most of the shopping centre sell 90% of ladies clothes.. hmmm if i am not wrong we shop for 4 hours! hahaha!!

After shopping, went back to hotel n have shower again then me, my hubby, nan and weiliang chill out at the pub in our hotel.. one of the band singer is very drama king omg~ but nice lah..!! we stay there for about 3hours.. hmmm well kinda worth it.. very entertaining lor~ =p

After that.. as usual.. went back to hotel to shower then *censored* u dun have to know what i did wif him =p

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2006-08-15T15:01:00.000+08:00

Day1, Aug 6

Okie i m back to update my blog again haha!!~ have been really busy with my maple story.. thats y a bit lazy to update =x okie i know that's a lame excuse.. =p

Last sunday went to bangkok with Balaclava and wala wala staff.. done lots of shopping over there!! And the shark fin and bird nest soup was greattttt =D cant wait to go there again omg~

Day 1, Aug 6 - reached bangkok airport at about 12+pm.. check in to hotel (Amari Watergate Hotel) at about 1+ if i am not wrong.. a 4 star hotel!! very nice n cosy whahahha!! and with bathtub attached!!! opposite the hotel is a shopping centre~ i love it!!! shopping n eating is what i do when i am at bangkok.. the things are really cheap and nice..

Went to shi mian fou to pray and after that took a cab to ermmm well i dunno what's that place.. but i know we can spend whole day inside there shopping.. but no air con =( so hot n warm omg!! like suana! oh ya i have not mention who i went shopping in that suana place hor?? lolx!! me, my hubby, kenji n thomas haha.. as usual la~

after shopping at this suana place, we went back to hotel to take a shower then report to hotel lobby for dinner on a cruise (dinner & dance)! excuse me.. not like those super star leo okie~ it's a very very small cruise lah!!! but have lots of fun on the cruise anyway lolx!!

After dinner and dance, we went to this big big pub.. n we eat again!! omg again!! the food is nice.. and we started to cheers (very loud cheers).. imaging more than 80 ppl cheers.. yup the pub is fill with our cheers.. and we heard that the boss of the pub is actually getting piss wif us~ but who cares.. we have more than 80 ppls here.. what can they do anyway? =p well after the pub, me, my hubby and kenji went back to hotel to take a rest then shower.. then after that *censored* (what i did wif my husband, u dun have to know =p) then zzzzzZZzzzzzzz

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2006-06-06T10:57:00.000+08:00

My hubby got promoted to Senior Waiter liao whahahha so happy~ Oh ya and he says that in july he's going to bring me to Genting.. so sweet hor??? =p

Last fri, went to SGH to get my report.. the nurse ask me to sit down to wait for the doctor to come.. less than 1 min i saw 3 doctors standing in front of me, 6 eyes staring at me! and 1 of them was holding on to my report.. i was like "omg is there anything wrong wif the lumps?? Is it really cancerous??" Then the doctor sat in front of me n told me that "ur report shows that ur lumps is normal.. it's not cancerous" omg so relieve so hear that! whahahah!!

But still deciding whether to remove that lumps now or 1 yr later.. but the doctor warn me that, there will be a small scar.. but anyway i dun mind.. coz the scar is hidden haha! I rather have that scar than to keep that lump and become cancerous in future.. =D

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2006-05-23T14:14:00.000+08:00

Dunno what's wrong with that fcuking slut.. she called my husband again yesterday at 1+pm.. and i pick up the phone and guess what.. she dun dare to talk!! she immediatly go to the next line when she heard my voice!! Well she dare to call and she dun dare to talk when i pick up the phone.. Its the second time!! i rem when that time she called and i picked up the phone and she hang up! dunno what the fcuking wrong with this slut here.. and i think there's something really wrong with her.. i think she seriously needs a counselling.. ehh wait a moment.. dun think counselling will help her too.. no med can ever cure her.. she's hopeless plus thick skin.. her skin is thicker than rhino.. tsk tsk tsk... and YES i HATE her to the max... really really to the max.. as long as i m living in the world or dead, she will be hated by me FOREVER..

Oh well maybe she purposely called my husband and wanna make me n my husband quarrel?? Juz a guess la.. but maybe i've guess correctly.. Please lor try other method la.. this method wont works.. anyway no matter which method ur trying also useless.. Coz our relationship is so strong.. strong like a steel.. ^__^

I'm having stomachache today and sore throat AGAIN!! WTF!!!!

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2006-05-03T04:59:00.000+08:00

Went out wif Gernice, Wendy, Joey, Cynthia to town area on sunday.. Gals outing whahahah!! hmmm was very fun.. took some pics on that day too.. will upload it when i have the time lolx!

After the outing, i went to devils bar with rachel.. but we did not stay there for too long.. coz it's getting more and more bored.. the crowd is not that great like it used to be.. so we juz rot at mac n chat for 1 hours plus and after that we went home.. =p

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2006-04-25T11:45:00.000+08:00

haahHey i am back to update my blog again lolx!! So bored and i am doing nothing in office so i decided to update since i have not update for 3 weeks whahahah!! Feeling so sick... sore throat and i juz had mac yesterday ^__^ hehehe!! okie i know i shouldn't have mac for supper since i know i had a sore throat.. yi du gong du ma.. iwas thinking maybe it will get better this way lolx!! but no.. so sad =(

Was on leave yesterday.. coz went to HDB Hub to sign some doc for my new house.. yea my house will be ready in year 2010.. aiyo.. so long rite?? haiz gotta wait till 2010 =.=

Playing maple till about 3 am then my n my hubby feels a bit hungry so decided to go for supper nearby my house.. while waiting for my food, i ask him some silly question.. well.. i did not ask him directly.. it goes one big round b4 asking him this silly question... was asking him how come most of his bunch of frens love to fool around even thou they already had a gf.. lolx of course he was silent for a moment whahahah!! coz he himself also fool around when he's already married.. fuck u! but anyway he promise me that he wont do it again.. ok frankly speaking i really bu gan yuan lor.. coz he betray me.. in my head, i keep thinking of revenge.. keep tinking of betraying him.. coz only this is fair =x

errr okie i ask him how come he have feeling for this bitch coz since she is so loose, love to sleep around with different guys.. his ans is he like her not coz she is pretty in fact she is UGLY, FAT AND HAVE A TUMMY.. this is a reply from my hubby lolx!! he says she is caring, understanding and have a gd heart.. a gd heart?? i dun agreee wif this.. a ger with a gd heart will NEVER SNATCH PPL'S HUSBAND.. =x

A ger wif a gd heart will let the man that she love to go and find his happiness.. LIKE ME lor.. he choose to be wif her coz he said he feels more happy when being wif her.. so i let him go lor.. oh well but he choose to come back in the end.. i ask him y he choose to come back he said he love me ley.. he said that he thinks very carefully..

Hmmm well.. which guy will ever accept that their gf/wife was once very loose and love to sleep around with so many guys? Well unless that guy really love that person very much..

ps: He did not love u before.. he said that it's only a crush for you.. =p
Love is such a powerful word.. 2 weeks with you is only a crush.. your 2 weeks relationship with him can never ever compare to my 6 years one.. =p

oh ya my hubby says that i am opposite from her.. which means he said that she's ugly, fat n have a tummy hmmm then me is ermmm pretty, slim n a flat tummy.. =p LOL

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2006-04-05T18:37:00.000+08:00

I jus started playing Maple Sea last fri.. my hubby says its nice and he suggest that i give a try haha!! and guess what i m addicted to it =D

He has been very sweet.. sitting by my side and teach me to play, helping me to do quest, etc.. haha he even login into my acc to help me to level up =D so sweet rite? ;p

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2006-03-30T21:13:00.000+08:00

While reading my sis's Teenage mag, i found some really meaningful quotes..

1. "A crush is a very powerful feeling. It can result in the feelings you described. It will go away in time."

2. "... deep in the heart of the philandering husband is the knowledge that the girl he is having an affair with could never replace his wife whom he really loves."

Lolx!!!! My hubby still love me after all.. never will anyone replace me!! =p

Yup we are both working on it.. build back the trust.. the romance.. and it works!! never will i mention the affair again.. we are moving on now!! yes.. we are!!

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2006-03-28T03:48:00.000+08:00

So happy wor.. my hubby told me that in about 2-3 years time, we plan to have our customary wedding!! haha!! so now we have to spend less n save up for this wedding.. yeh!!!! few weeks back he told me that he can't promise me anything...

But he had already made up his mind liao.. i know my marriage is gonna work!! i have the confident that it's going to be better.. yes.. better than before.. definitely =)

Thanks God ^^

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2006-03-26T18:52:00.000+08:00

Haha yesterday was the first time that i had made some soup for my hubby to drink.. i don't know how to cook so cheryl come over to my house to teach me haha!! Then after that we went to bala to take the soup for my husband to drink.. and cheryl took some for one of her guy fren to drink too..

Glad to hear from my my husband that says the soup was great.. thx to my teacher cheryl for teaching me whhahahaha!!! Haha first time cook for him wor.. but i guess he was kinda shock =D

After that i n cheryl sat down at bala to bitch around.. after 1 hour later this ang mo a bit xtra.. coz he join us for a chat.. aiyoo he chat wif cheryl for about 3 hours i think.. aiyo so piss off.. piss off till i rather sit there n keep quiet n not toking to him lolx!!

Hmmm then after a while i meet 3 of my online game's fren outside bala to tok for about 1 hour.. lolx! they are recokia, dace and fallen.. chatting wif them was so fun n funny lolx!! and after chatting for a while, i saw Recaro_ng at bala too! he told me that he was there juz to fetch his fren home only..

Haha thx to cheryl for the accompany.. lolx!! she accompany me till 1.30 n she took cab home.. so i stay at bala till 2 am to wait for my hubby to knock off.. then after that went to his house to bath n headed to kenji's house for majong session.. i think i m still very sleepy coz i sleep at 8.30 am in the sun morning n i wake up at 4.30.. even thou 8 hours of sleep but i am still very blur ley haha!!

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2006-03-21T21:56:00.000+08:00

Yo i am back again lolz!!! Ya things r getting better now.. he is very understanding as he knows that this period i will imagine things.. he make that effort to come straight home after he knock off and give me a hug and kisses before he proceed to his maple story haha!! And whatever things he does, he will kind of report to me.. hmmm well i did not suggest that he report to me.. he did it himself de.. he do not want me to worry and he does not want me to think too much.. well he is trying his best to gain back my trust for him.. yes we are working very hard on this.. and i know we can do it!

He has been very honest with me about the whole incident.. and we have nothing to hide actually.. in a relationship there really must have COMMUNICATION - face to face and not sms or thru the phone!! whatever thingy u wish to get something out of ur chest just tell him/her.. it really works.. communication is really important..

Oh and darling has been so sweet.. he called/sms me if he have the time hahahaha!!! thank you darling.. =p This period is the most difficult one i guess.. they said after this period has over, our relationship and marriage will be very strong.. and yes i have the confident that it's gonna work!

God is always here to bless us.. he will help us thru this period.. thanks god =)

yo!

2006-03-18T14:28:00.000+08:00

I realise after all these thingy happened, my relationship with my hubby DEFINITELY improve a lot.. and i really mean a lot whahahhaha!!! maybe i should thx that person who get involve oh lolz!! And i really wish to thank my hubby de buddies for their support and help.. they had been a great great help man haha!! =D

Oh my god.. thess few days's weather really cannot take it man.. it's too hot n warm outside.. even staying at home can be warm too lolx!!

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2006-03-15T15:39:00.000+08:00

i nearly lost my husband few days back as he decided to divorce me coz of (the reason i wont say all i can say is it involve in 3 person, he me and another person).. but since his heart is no longer with me, so i will just wish him all the best.. i.ve already prepare for the worst.. i pack up his things and ask him to come over to my place to collect it on mid nite of tue..

He came home extremely early on the midnite of tue.. he reach my house at 12.30 am.. (he knock off at 1 am so usually he reach my house at 1.40am) i saw him.. and he's holding a packet of you tiao bought from geylang (he knows thats my favourite) *wink* he put the you tiao on the table and walk into my room..

After 5 mins i walk into the room and i ask him:
Me: so we are going to settle now.. what have u got to say to me?

He: nothing.. i have nothing to say to you..

Me: huh?!??! hmmm nothing??

He: i decided to come back to u never gonna leave you again.. *put on the ROM ring on my fingeg and hug and we both cried"

earlier on i have took out my rom ring n put inside a box to return to him.. i was thinking since he wan a divorce there's no point for me to wear the ring..

Well the whole incident, i have my fault too.. as i love to nag at him, show him my attitude and temper.. when he was down n sad, i m not there for him.. so... happen that this girl was there for him.. and he was touched..

And yes i have change all my negative attitude.. for the sake of him and myself and everyone around me..

The End.. happily ever after LOL!!!!

*Don't take your love one for granted..

i really regrat what i did in the past when he nearly leave me.. and now i really appreciate him..
i love u lao gong.. from the bottom of my heart.. =D

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2006-03-04T17:00:00.000+08:00

Awww i only sleep for 3 hours.. so sleepy.. sleep at 4+ and wake up at 7+ to go to poly clinic as i detect a lump on my right breast on wed.. My hubby accompany me to the poly clinic.. =D

And yes.. the doctor told me that indeed there's a lump.. so she refer me to SGH on 10 of march 11.15 am..

Well i will just pray hard that the lump is not cancerous..

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2006-02-24T11:50:00.000+08:00

Poor hubby.. he had hurt himself yesterday at work.. he told me while trying to get to the other side of the bar, this cb ang mo kia accidently poke his finger into my hubby's eyes.. and he did not apologies.. and he just walk away. very cb rite?? and mo lang is always a cb kia..

His manager called me at 7++ to tell me that he was at Raffles Hospital.. so itook a cab to rush down.. lucky doctor says there's nothing serious.. my hubby was so afraid that it might affect his eye sight in future. But lucky it's not going to affect his eye sight..

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2005-10-31T12:57:00.000+08:00

Before solemnisation starts..

i aM mArried lolx!! =p

2005-10-31T12:43:00.000+08:00

Wow ytd i am soooo happy!! During the solemnisation, i m so pressure, nervious and happy lolx!! Just wanted to tell my frens that Thank you for coming to my solemsination and my birthday celebration on 29 oct :D love all the presents so much.. thank you!~

But i am actually expecting a gal to turn up for my solemnisation/Birthday celebration.. She did not turn up because she had pass away.. she pass away ytd (29 oct).. during an accident at about 7+pm at paya lebar if i am not wrong.. Its in the news paper.. The accident happen like this.. This 20 yr old guy was test driving A Mazda sport car.. and lene was beside this guy (lene is a Sales executive in Mazda car sales) and their car got an accident with the upcoming car coming from the opposite direction..

Oct 29 10+ am was the last time i receive an sms from lene wishing me happy birthday.. that was the last time i heard from her.. Lene is a nice gal.. and she is very pretty too..

Lene i really miss the time when we are at Balaclava when we are chilling out and bitching around.. and i miss you too.. rest in peace and good bye :'

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2005-10-30T20:59:00.000+08:00

During the solemnisation.. i m holding on the my hubby's ring.. reading out my vows to him.. =D

thx lao gong :D

2005-10-27T11:21:00.000+08:00

Ytd nite went to buy some paper plates, cups and some drink for our coming sat's chalet.. after that went to Centuary square to buy shoes since earlier on we did not manage to find a nice shoe haha!! In the end my hubby din buy shoes.. but of course for me i did buy!! haha!! Then my hubby bought me a nice bracelet!! yeh! so happy haha!!! =p

i am back!~

2005-10-27T07:04:00.000+08:00

Hey i m back ahahaha!! i m back to update my blog lolx!! It seems to be nearly 2 months since i update my blog lolx!! My blog turn mouldy le haha!! Well ytd i was on leave.. Went to ROM to take our cert for solemniser to sign on this sat!! Of couse me n my hubby have to sign too lolx!! Since we both r considered as "married outside ROM" so we have to take our cert first...

After going ROM we both went to town to do some shopping.. we decided to go home since the sky is v dark.. so half way on the CTE we were caught in the rain - the rain is very very heavy.. with thunder n lightning omg!! scary man!!!! it's the first time i've been caught in such a heavy rain aiyoyo!! its kinda fun lolx!! We saw 2 lorries nearly skid <--(wrong spelling i think) because the rain is really damn heavy n the road is a bit flood too..

We NEARLY got into an ACCIDENT.. coz a big, long vehicle was beside us.. and the water was splashing us all over.. and his bike was like shaking.. and i was like omg.. but lucky nothing happened to us.. and we got home safe n sound muahahha!!! and when i got home of course i told my mum that me n weiqiang juz had a shower on the road lolx!! =p

personal room in office!

2005-09-01T13:02:00.000+08:00

From tmr onwards i m going to my new company at kallang way.. not really convenient for my transport.. as i need to take mrt then take a bus to reach my office.. so sad.. going to ask for a pay rise from my boss.. =X but i am kinda happy coz i have my own personal room in this new office.. awwwwww!!!!! so happy haha!!! can have my privacy at last lolx!!

Devils bar

2005-08-29T05:18:00.000+08:00

Wahahahah ytd i went to devils bar hehe!! long time did not go went there already.. still the same as usual.. very pack.. very happening haha!! but i went home at 2 am as my bf coming to fetch me to go to one of his colleague's birthday chalet.. =D hmmm leave the chalet at about 5.15 am.. went home to bath then sleep zzzzzzZzzzzzzz ^^

court

2005-08-24T22:01:00.000+08:00

Went to Sarbodinate Court today.. haha!! coz my boss cant make it today so he wants me to represent him.. at least ok la coz he bring me over to the courts.. then i took a cab home haha!! going to claim back from him by end of this month =p

Hmmm when on the way home on the cab, this driver is friendly.. told me about his marriage.. he said that he had been together with his wife for 36 yrs.. and they are still as loving as before.. well seems like most couple after marriage they are not that close as before.. maybe after marriage, they see each other everyday and tends to take their partner for granted.. =D and they had a daughter whom is a doctor and her daughter's husband is a lawyer.. wow seems perfect.. and seems like he had a wonderful family.. and seems like he is such a happy man.. a husband, a father and a grandfather.. =D

went to bala ytd.. haha =D

2005-08-18T12:42:00.000+08:00

Hee went to balaclava wif lene last nite.. i was reading my book when i got a call from her asking me whether wanna go drinking wif her.. so i suggest bala.. and she agree immediatly haha!! And i was like so rushing coz i meet her 11 pm at balaclava.. so the time was like 9.35pm.. that means by 10.15pm i have to leave my house as i will be taking train to bala.. =D so i was rushing like mad of course haha!! wash my face then dolling up etc..

Got so damn piss off while on the MRT train.. coz i think there are about 3-4 teenagers on the train.. I rem 3 gals and 1 guy if i am not wrong.. they all like crazy people.. coz they are luffing so loud and talking so loud too.. like nobody's business.. and many other people on the train keep looking at tham.. well maybe they thot they are v cool or whatever.. but they actually sux a lot.. such a turn off n piss off.. And they openly talking about sex.. omg *faint*

Hmmm i thot i would reach bala slightly late.. but luckily not haha.. i reach there 11 pm sharp! But lene is on her way reaching soon.. so i declded to wait for her at star bucks.. then go to bala together.. after waiting for 5 mins lene arrive!! haha!! and we are talking none stop.. n grossiping n bitching around =p

mY niTe gOwn!

2005-08-11T08:52:00.000+08:00

Haha today i m on leave.. lolx!! hmmm juz feeling lazy lor.. thats y din go to work la haha!! And i juz wake up 4 hours ago lolx!! Hey thats my evening gown!! Going to wear it on oct 29 haha!~ Hmmm still considering whether to go Balaclava or not haha!! coz once they knock off, they will sabo kenji!! aug 11 is his bday haha!!!! happy sabo-ing lolx!!

going to court?? NAH!!

2005-08-02T12:41:00.000+08:00

haiz.. my boss havan pay CPF contribution for the month of may - july.. Hmmm of course he had receive the court letter la.. but damn it.. he wans me to go to the court on aug 3.. wtf?? got my problem?? he should go and not me.. he is the boss of the company.. y me??? ya wait long long i wont go on aug 3... he have a car and he dun wan to go and wans me to go instead.. F U C K!

mE wiF hUbBy

2005-07-27T04:56:00.000+08:00

me and hubby.. taken on his bday july 25 haha!! taken b4 we went to orchard~ dear u say u wanna bring me to cosy bay or esplanate de.. wah lau.. u bluff me again.. f u c k y o u =p

Ur eye is so small.. and ur mouth is... kind of... errmm... B I G?? =p *hides* but u have a sharp nose ma =p LOL! AND u have a nice smile =) *grinz*

Hmmm well my weekend are always the same.. went to balaclava with weiliang,cheryl and baoliang.. then came along my 2 frens.. we did nothing but chat n chat n chat lor... then about 12+ me, cheryl,baoliang and weiliang went to this changi to look for pk and his fren lor.. so funny coz this pk and his fren went fishing without a fishing rod and i think they only use the fishing string but without a bait hoping for a fish to come.. but in the end never.. lolx!! First time c people fish without a bait LMAO!!!

hmmm and on sunday we din really go anywhere la.. only went to suntec's Marche to have our dinner haha.. with me n my dar dar, kenji, weiliang, thomas and lydia... then after that ah bao and cheryl join us for a movie.. We watched The Island.. hmmm alrite la the show.. not bad.. then after the show we went to a place near to the fountain to celebrate my dar dar's bday.. got really damn fucking piss off.. coz they wanted to play sabo.. pls lor.. the cake is so nice n delicious.. it's really a waste to take the whole cake to play around rite?? and pls lor.. playing sabo r for KIDS only ok.. dun understand how come some CHILDISH people love to sabo people on their friend's bday.. maybe seeing their fren kana sabo will make them damn HIGH!! -.-

So ke lian de hubby.. today will kana sabo when he goes to balaclava.. they wil lsabo him at the end of the day lor.. Hmmm maybe around 1+am.. wah lau heart pain ley.. sure got many ppl sabo-ing him today.. hmmm well nvm dear i help u to put a curse on those people who sabo u ok... my curse usually will work one ok.. so dun pray pray muahahahha!!!! =p

Got my gown liao!!!

2005-07-25T08:59:00.000+08:00

hey!! i m back again!! so happy wor! ytd i finally got my evening gown for ROM already haha i love the gown soooo much!! Thankx to cheryl hehe!! somemore got 5% discount =p hee!! but i cant take my gown back home yet coz need to alter a bit haha!! coz the size is too big for me =p

Went to balaclava again ytd haha!! kns they close 1 section of bala no wonder outside seems to be a bit pack... ask my bf how come they close 1 section of bala he said coz sat not much ppl.. so closed that section lor.. -.- wah lau better open back that section.. what if 1 day outside v pack then i got no place to sit liao =p

hey i m going to Orchard to get my Shu Uemura cleansing oil!! u know.. that old is really v gd haha!! not too oily.. and remove my make up completely.. and u know it will also make ur skin smooth n soft~ hohohoho!!! =D

tHis yellow flower also not bad =p

2005-07-22T09:25:00.000+08:00

dear!! this one also nice ley haha!! coz i actually have this made-to-measure light yellow gown in my mind haha!! so i think this flower will match wif my gown hor?? Hmmm somemore this one only S$55.00 ley.. Hmmm actually flower dun need to be so expensive la... coz the flower will die ma.. then $150 is just like follow the wind fly man! =p Dear btw hor.. u know where to buy this flower?? Same la.. the add is below lor.. 8 new industrial rd bla bla bla..~

i love this flower!

2005-07-21T14:34:00.000+08:00

dear!! i wan this flower for our solemnization!!! =p someone pls tell him that i wan this flower!! =p i had already check out the price S$150.00 from Hazel Florist and Gifts Pte Ltd
8 New Industrial Road #02-02
Singapore 536200
Tel: (65) 62866772
=p

my hubby!~

2005-07-06T10:08:00.000+08:00

my hubby haha!! also taken at Mr Bean.. Me n my sis thinks that this pic really look like sly.. omg!! *faiNt*

Balaclava

2005-06-21T05:00:00.000+08:00

Went to Balaclava on sat wif my cousin,,jay, dennis, cheryl and leoana.. haha!! its was so fun.. we tok n tok n tok haha!! so much fun haha!! Enjoy toking to dennis.. love to hear his ta dao li lolx!! so many ta dao li to say lolx!!

tAkeN @ dEviLs bAr

2005-01-11T13:45:00.000+08:00

this pic taken with my hubby using my hp haha.. taken at devils bar haha.. both of our face very scary i know hee!! that greenish ligh ish de disco light laaa!!

A Soulful Relationship

2004-12-14T17:45:00.000+08:00

A SOULFUL RELATIONSHIP

"Before you get married, keep both eyes open, and after you marry, close one eye."

Before you get involved and make commitment to someone, don't let lust, desperation, immaturity, ignorance, pressure from others or a low self-esteem, make you blind to warning signs.

Keep your eyes open, and don't fool yourself that you can change someone or that what you see as faults aren't really important.

Once you decide to commit to someone, over time his or her flaws, vulnerabilities, pet peeves, and differences will become more obvious.

If you love your mate an want the relationship to grow and evolve, you've got to learn to close one eye and not let every little thing bother you.

You and your mate have many different expectations, emotional needs, values, dreams, weeknesses, and strengths.

You are two unique individual children of God who have decided to share a life together.

Neither of you are prefect, but are you prefect for each other? Do you compliment and compromise with each other, or do you compete, compare and control?

What do you bring to the relationship? Do you bring past relationship, past hurt, past mistrust, past pain? You can't take someone to the altar to alter him or her.

You can't make someone love you or make someone stay.

If you develop self-esteem, spiritual discernment and "a life", you won't find yourself making someone else reponsible for your happiness or reponsible for your pain.

Manipulation, control, jealousy, neediness and selfishness are not the ingredients of a thriving, healthy, loving and lasting relationship!

Seeking status, sex, wealth, and security are the wrong reasons to be in a relationship.

What keeps a relationship strong?

Communication, intimacy, trust, a sense of humour, sharing household tasks, some getaway timw without business or children and daily exchanges (a meal, shared activity, a hug, a call, a touch, a note).

Leave a nice message on the voicemail or send a nice email.

Sharing common goals and interests.

Growth is important. Grow together, not away from each other, giving each other space to grow without feeling insecure.

Allow your mate to have outside interest. You can't always be together.

Give each other a sense of belonging and assurances of commitment.

Don't try to control one another. Learn each other's family situation.

Respect his or her parents regardless.

Don't put pressure on each other for material goods. Remember for richer or for poorer. If these qualities are missing, the relationship will erode as resentment, withdrawal, abuse, neglect, dishonesty, and pain replace the passion.

The difference between United and Untied is where you put the "i"

mUsiC uNderGroUnd (MU)

2004-12-12T17:20:00.000+08:00

Long time ago no din go to MusicUnderground (MU) liao le.. ytd juz went.. so surprise to see MU more and more cannot make it liao! the song that they played are all techno that previously played by Sparks Disco and WKRZ 91.3 *faintz* like these i rather stay at home and tune in to WKRZ and dance haha! And those gals also cannot make it.. They went up to the pole and dance like they are farking each other and moaning out loudz.. After feeling high they actually took off their top!! And left only bra! OMG!! I am not going there again! I rather go to my second home, devil's bar!! haha!!~

A poems specially dedicated for my hubby

2004-10-28T14:55:00.000+08:00

Your eyes which you look deeply into my eyes melt my heart.

Your smile like a sun brighten my day.

Your voice saying " I love you" makes my day.

Your walk promises me that we will walk together down the road forever.

Your hair makes you a special you that no one can replace.

Your hands hold my face, i feel the tenderness.

Your arms, which i sleep on it every night and makes my dream sweet and feel close to you.

Most of all, i love every part of you, head to toe, left to right.

I LOVE YOU MY DEAR HUBBY SINCE 24 OCT 20O0

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~*|* TONY iN a JOYCEfully wOrLd *|*~

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~| TONY iN a JOYCEfully wOrLd |~